re-create history

ever wondered wad it means to be indifferent?
read dis:

in·dif·fer·ent ( P ) Pronunciation Key (n-dfr-nt, -dfrnt)adj.
Having no particular interest or concern; apathetic: indifferent to the sufferings of others.
Having no marked feeling for or against: She remained indifferent toward their proposal.

dun u pple tink dat many of us young pple are behaving dis way?
is dis a gd thing? of cos not.
sometimes i wonder why most of us are like dat.. i tink it's bloody pathetic.
when pple can curb being late, they dun.
when pple can curb lying or cheating, they dun.
when pple can curb being a bastard, they dun.
when pple can curb certain bad habits, they jus dun!
why?

cos they r jus being indifferent.
they simply cant be bothered.
maybe the world needs another Hitler to make pple realise we shud all stop daydreaming and expecting or waiting for things to happen.

well like Jesus says: He who is sinless, cast the 1st stone.
at least i noe i make a conscious effort. i wudnt say the same for some others.

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i tink dere's alot of things dat i wish i cud hav changed.. in my past.
if i cud turn back time n altered certain things, i wud.
ask me if i regret certain actions of mine? yes i do.
why? i duno but i jus do. some pple did not deserve getting hurt by me.
seems like there r many things i wish i didnt do.
but everything happens for a reason, so pple move on.
perhaps on my birthday, i shall wish for a time travel machine.
so dat i cud re-create history.

perhaps make things a lil better.
we love some, we miss some.
the question is, do they still feel the same?
everyone wishes for a fairytale ending.. but can dat happen?
does dat even exist?
i was taught to love and give wifout counting the cost.
do unto others wad u want others to do unto u..

wud i always be like dat?
tink dat's wearing me out. always wanting to try is tiring.
perhaps like some one once said to me "u shud stop trying to please others"
i realli need to work on dat. perhaps dat statment has some truth in it.
selfless vs selfish

at dis day and age, every single human is selfish, we look out onli for ourselves,
me, myself and i mentality
how crappy.

now. abt fun.
wad is fun?
wad is the pleasure of fun?
wad benefits does it reap a person?
k la.. quite a lot. varies from person to person.
everybody wants to have fun.
but dere's always a limit to everything.
when do we noe when to stop? the answer is self-control.

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as christians, or those who claim to be christians, shudnt we consistently try to amulate the virtues of Christ?
apparently we r not trying hard enough. go to church, c it all.
at the end of the day, it boils down to our culture. the true blue s'porean culture.
SUCKS.
fucked up attitude and stinking expectations.
every one walks ard wif their noses stuck in the air.
walk along the streets, c it all.
in spore, if u walk down the streets wif a smile on ur face, pple will tink ure mad/ crazy
but in aussie, or america, its a diff culture altogether.
clearly shows sporeans aint all dat friendly.
definately not courteous either.

ok alrite. i beta stop bitching b4 i'll nvr stop.
peace all.